patience is a irritating virtue

sometimes u know that u r gonna get something in the coming days and u keep waiting for that day.. u know it will be arriving today,tomorrow,day after...but i guess it just decides to for a long holiday without informing...i mean how much paitience do they expect us to keep after all. expectations hurt, they say.... but i guess they irritate u much more than they hurt you.

same thing happened to me this week. we were supposed to be getting our third year university results long back... but the university just wouldnt give them out... ech day at college was becoming a pain in the ass as we waited and waited for someone to come and inform us that the results were finally out. one day someone did come and tell us that they wud be displayed online at 3pm... everyone excited...everyone nervous...some even scared that we wud finally get to know how many passed and how many failed... we waited for the clock to tick 3pm..which was like waiting endlessly...finally logged in, waiting for the site to display..but u know what... they didnt display... thot they wud display by 5...waiting waiting waiting.. and they didnt display at 5 as well....!!
the same thing repeated the whole week and the same tension,the same shivers,the same excitment and same irritation.

finally they did decide to announce our results and so on 18th july after extending it by 26days they finally gave out the results. what a releif. we at last could breathe a breath of relief...aaaaaaaa. patience is a gud virtue.. but if it must take on to our nerves, it becomes irritating as welll....!!!!

sleepless nights

hey there,today was a boring day. the heat just gets into ur head. its so irritating at times when u cant do anything about it. Even the fan is of no use. its mid april and the temp keeps on soaring day in and day out. weather day or night it just keeps on getting hotter. sometimes i feel is the 2012 theory true?? are we all gonna die next year?? but then my brain shoos off that thot because its preoccupied with a lot of serious issues... one of them being the heat. its so goddamn hot. and wet... i hate it when my clothes smell like sweat. yucchhkkk. :(
nothing seems to interest me nowadays. dont know why, but dont even feel like studying inspite of my exams approaching. the chemicals in brain just arent in their places... is the heat responsible?? why r exams kept during the summer?why is summer so harsh? i hate the sun. oh i hate it so much. oooohhhhhhhhhhgggggggggggggg i hate it when its hot and sloppy.
u know what i want at this moment?? feel like having an icecream. ohhh wow. the chilled icecream...the way every part of it would melt on my tongue cooling me down all same time. feel like turning on an a.c. and sleeping it off... but i dont have an a.c. and i cant sleep in this heat. i keep sweating aal the time. i want to sleep on a bed of ice. numb me through and through. i wanna sleep on it as long as i dont wake up myself.
does anyone have any remedies for this freaking heat??? its getting on my nerves now. :(
i hate the heat.

sleeplesss nights.